Bday in few days

A lot of things going through my mind in these past few days. It must have been due to the aging as i'm going to celebrate another year of my existence in this world. This Tuesday would be the so-called big day. I wish i'm with my family, (parents and brothers to be exact) to celebrate the day but i know it won't gonna happen. Fortunately, friends lived nearby. They are going to come up this weekend for a party. I hope its going to be fun eventhough i'm feeling a little lonely inside.